''i nid a panadol ---> got dizzy..?$%%$&^%&*"
Salam n Monink..
Guess what..ak ase ak cm nk ignore jew dat stuff.
cz its really bothering my mind lately since ak tcontact blek ngan dye.
Yup!! dats it.. y shod i muz think about him?
Since ak pown xtaw pe ak ase towards him after he say like tat to me..
so i thnk dats da better way to keep away frm him..
actually i dun noe wht im supposed to do.. feels like da stupid one.
well, i didnt meant to hurt his feeling again..dats y i decide to ignore him.
its really annoying when sm1 dat u even didnt luv say smthg romantic or love stuff to you, rite?
mcacak bulu roma ak..
so, skunk.. ak xtaw pe jd kt dye. lucky dk jauh. klo x, sengsara ak cz tpksa kna amek taw.
i hope he can focus on his study well la.. i did wnt to bother him; such m8 his f3eling bcum more grower towards me.
silly me cz want to let him go.. p honestly i didnt feel anythg unless juz a respect like a brother to me..
and a little bit sympathize ( for loving me --> i cnt reply it back).
n also, i thnk myb i wait another years to m8 sure my feelings bcum more matured??? (
futhermore, i still trauma about relationship..i didnt thnk im afford to making luv again. huhu~~
ehh..do i look like andalusia at diz age? im not 28 o 30 yet la...
i wondering y la evrybody seem 'more' concern than me about my age?
sampai seru kawen la kan?.. tired being like diz.
nk lari obesee xcukup det.. so sbr la eak~~
one more, y i want 'run' away from him;
he said, he wants me to wait for him around 3yrs.. (ok...)
then, like a propose me in txt (sms)?? warghhhhh!!!!!!
kind of freaking me here~~~
dats it remind me to my femly,
what if they noe bout diz? i cnt image what will they react..(to me???)
Goshhhhhhh~~~~
dhla my femly 2kind of konservatif.. lbh2 laie my ayah.huiyooo..i'll b clueless if he ask me bout tat.
my ummi? same la..
Lg 1..ank sulung, hard to let go (at 1st??) e2 kata owg. kata sndr?
ak pown stuju if im nt get married.. (silly me)
hmmm..married? trus trg, ak mmg xready lagi.
my brain n maind still childish g..nt matured enof. how cum i wnt to think bout marriage?
geeeezzzzzzzz!!!!!
no1 cn understand me at all (include my femly)
i oznt hav any bezfwen to share it.. (dlu de p skunk kind of missing)
too bad p i dun care at all.. as long as im happy.
dats enof for me then.
ishh..pe la yg ak dk mrepek tang cni.
skadar cetusan ase yg dk bergelodak dlm jiwa n pkrn.
now, feel better sket.
so, back to work lak. curi mse sket mlampiaskn kecelaruan.
TCHUSS~~
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