emoticons..emo ~ memory lane.. [-.-]"
arini ase cm emoticons...
dhla skunk ngan dengar lagu 'Meet Me Halfway'.. tbe2 uwatkn ak miz my old tyme kt Kangar dlu.
dats my true me i guess.. xregret lgsg 'lpk' sna (even in interest corse).
Goshh...diz thing really m8 me upside down lately.
since i read 'HLOVATE' pyr hikayat, damned i felt suddently diff.
noe i realize dat im missin smthg deeply in mysef.
smlm pown ak xsure mimpi pe..bgn2 jew uwat ak resah gler.
atoii...btoi2 mngarut jauh!
& coz of tat, ak xnk itot HOMET n CCK (bkn nme sbnr) g kenduri kawen.
ngeri...(--)``
MAMUKMENG... really damned missin' u! (p.. antara kte mmg dh 'jauh'.) sdeynya ak.
ne agi nk cri gud person n fwenz juz alike u?
After institut, we bcum separate n being 'loz'..
p kn dude, wht im regret now is we bcum apart.. like dun noe each other anymore.
u always said tat im diff noe.. im changed..
n smtmes i felt like u stat to hate me since tat. y???
n cz of ur bluv gf, im out of blue! so, dats my faults either?..
damned mamukmeng, i felt so bad.
noe pown im bcum more worse w/out u.. i nid a gud fwenz dude.. i noe im like childish p npe b4 tat hg ok ja? dat m8 me confuse.. which part n part shod i follow? im started 'loz' my guide n my 'angel' too??
arghh... seems now, u r glad if im nt be close 2u rite? (trutly i hate tat..)
mamukmeng, im always seek sm1 2 b my gud fwenz juz like u did to me p im wrong. fwenz alike u is hardest way 2 find. i hate mysef.. really hate tat.
i dun think u noe n understand wht kind on earth dat i hav eva done.. met..
its really freaks me out!! dats y i nid sm1 tat close to me..
i noe i can rely on GOD p diz feeling (wont stop 2 remember about u, fitrah manusia yg xley di elak!!)
it m8 me start to hate u.. me.. also around me..
Goshh...u'll neva now tat!
all u noe, ''im too stupid".. rite??
Dude, 1thng 4sure.. i wont 4get u (even bbakul2 hate u..) p i cant 4get u. i cnt let u 'out' of mysef.
everysingle day im missin u.. p i cnt do anythg, u b'long to sm1 else rite noe.
i wish.. i had person i rely on.
Tuhan,
y cant i hav my eternal happines wit person tat i comfortable, like...luv?
mgknkh akn terjadi atau mmg xde ruang e2 untuk ak?
smtimes, im jeles to person who met da true n da rite 1 4her/him.
me??? im gud enof too hav tat kind of happines rite?
Tuhan,
xde kew spe yg juz alike him? nt sme pown xkesah p da 'feeling' 2wards (him) at least sme.
atoii..cm nk nangis lak. yadadadaada~~~ im da stupid!
huh, kna tdo neih. sure bgn nti ak okeh.
^0^
posted by Froggy^Etiqaz @ 12/06/2009 01:36:00 PTG
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