Gossip Me, Mysef & I

''i nid a panadol ---> got dizzy..?$%%$&^%&*"

Salam n Monink..

Guess what..ak ase ak cm nk ignore jew dat stuff.
cz its really bothering my mind lately since ak tcontact blek ngan dye.

Yup!! dats it.. y shod i muz think about him?
Since ak pown xtaw pe ak ase towards him after he say like tat to me..
so i thnk dats da better way to keep away frm him..

actually i dun noe wht im supposed to do.. feels like da stupid one.
well, i didnt meant to hurt his feeling again..dats y i decide to ignore him.
its really annoying when sm1 dat u even didnt luv say smthg romantic or love stuff to you, rite?
mcacak bulu roma ak..

so, skunk.. ak xtaw pe jd kt dye. lucky dk jauh. klo x, sengsara ak cz tpksa kna amek taw.
i hope he can focus on his study well la.. i did wnt to bother him; such m8 his f3eling bcum more grower towards me.
silly me cz want to let him go.. p honestly i didnt feel anythg unless juz a respect like a brother to me..
and a little bit sympathize ( for loving me --> i cnt reply it back).

n also, i thnk myb i wait another years to m8 sure my feelings bcum more matured??? (
futhermore, i still trauma about relationship..i didnt thnk im afford to making luv again. huhu~~

ehh..do i look like andalusia at diz age? im not 28 o 30 yet la...
i wondering y la evrybody seem 'more' concern than me about my age?
sampai seru kawen la kan?.. tired being like diz.
nk lari obesee xcukup det.. so sbr la eak~~

one more, y i want 'run' away from him;
he said, he wants me to wait for him  around 3yrs.. (ok...)
then, like a propose me in txt (sms)?? warghhhhh!!!!!!
kind of freaking me here~~~

dats it remind me to my femly,
what if they noe bout diz? i cnt image what will they react..(to me???)
Goshhhhhhh~~~~
dhla my femly 2kind of konservatif.. lbh2 laie my ayah.huiyooo..i'll b clueless if he ask me bout tat.
my ummi? same la..
Lg 1..ank sulung, hard to let go (at 1st??) e2 kata owg. kata sndr?
ak pown stuju if im nt get married.. (silly me)

hmmm..married? trus trg, ak mmg xready lagi.
my brain n maind still childish g..nt matured enof. how cum i wnt to think bout marriage?
geeeezzzzzzzz!!!!!
no1 cn understand me at all (include my femly)
i oznt hav any bezfwen to share it.. (dlu de p skunk kind of missing)
too bad p i dun care at all.. as long as im happy.
dats enof for me then.

ishh..pe la yg ak dk mrepek tang cni.
skadar cetusan ase yg dk bergelodak dlm jiwa n pkrn.
now, feel better sket.
so, back to work lak. curi mse sket mlampiaskn kecelaruan.

TCHUSS~~

posted by Froggy^Etiqaz @ 10/21/2009 01:21:00 PTG 0 comments

1st Time..

1st time uwat benda nieh..
nop!!
actually diz 2nd time..p cm hancus lak ak pyr blog skin..

hmm..mslh melanda.
tkenangkn detik2 1st time mmg besh.
pe2 kte uwat kali ptama mjdkn dr alert ngan pe aje..
klo yg 2nd time 2 dikira learn frm ur lesson la..kurang sket alert.

ormmm~~
sbnrnnya ak xtaw nk publish pe kt cni.
kire try n error..smbil2 mluahkn sdkit ase yg tperuk lam jiwa ni.
dr td g ak dk smpan, lme2 ak jd cm pening sndr.
sengalnya...

smlm ngn arini byk yg ak pk kn..
ttg pjlnan idup..makin lame ak ase cm mnyelemeng dr jln ak yg sbnr.. toi kew???

1st time..
ak cm dk dambakn 1st time lak.
sme ak nk 1st time skunk nie..
npe aek? rutin ak dh xslancar dlu kew?
cm bowink skunk nie.

cinta..
dh jauh ttgl kebelakang.
teman2 ak sme dh bpunya.. aku???

1st time cinta: ak btl2 xsdr pe yg blaku.
naivenya p ak khilangan gak.
1st time kapel: ak xtaw npe ak bley kapel..
sengalnya ak time tu..alih2 ak yg tglkn.. (jhtnya ak!)
1st time bercinta: cm sparuh jiwa ak srahkn
alih2 ak dtggalkn.. pdn muka ak!
hukum karma kah? ntahla..

skunk, ak nk bukak lembaran baru.
citer lama-case closed.

p, msh ade gak citer lme dk mgggu dri ak.
cmne??

aishh~~ nth pe ak dk mrepek kt sni.
esk2 ak msti nk uwat yg tbaik.
n fix blogskin ni sme.
tmbh pe yg tkurang.

posted by Froggy^Etiqaz @ 10/20/2009 07:35:00 PTG

10 things I hate about you poem

I hate the way you talk to me,

and the way you cut your hair.

I hate the way you drive my car,

I hate it when you stare.

I hate your big dumb combat boots

and the way you read my mind.

I hate you so much it makes me sick,

it even makes me rhyme.

I hate the way youre always right,

I hate it when you lie.

I hate it when you make me laugh,

even worse when you make me cry.

I hate it when youre not around,

and the fact that you didnt call.

But mostly I hate the way I dont hate you,

not even close

not even a little bit

not even at all.

posted by Froggy^Etiqaz @ 10/20/2009 07:07:00 PTG 0 comments